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That depends, I suspect, on your reasons for choosing celibacy.You could have philosophical and religious reasons for choosing to deny the sexual part of yourself. You could have boxed yourself into the corner of thinking that your body no longer bears inspection or that it might not function in the way it once did.Some people are lonely, I do agree, and it is a downside of ageing that there is shrinkage and loss.
You say you are prepared to spend money on this search.
It concerns me that you are so decided about the celibacy. Isn’t the natural tendency of all male-female relationships to move towards “a loving relationship and more”?
By cutting off this possibility at the start, you are trying to exercise total control and deny the relationship any spontaneity or surprise.
Or you might not be able to face the idea of an elderly male body not functioning as it once did either.
I don’t know if this is true but people who are lucky enough to find and form partnerships in later life realise how little this matters once they have found someone they love.